Day 3 of Finals and a bunch of other randoms....

Well it is day three of finals... wooo... and i have my physics final today, which i am less than thrilled about but anyway. I will begin with the happier notes and end with the one that is like OH MAN. on the happier side of things I found the perfect christmas gift for my boyfriend yesterday. I was so excited you have no idea how hard he is to shop for. This means that Operation Jingle Bells is almost done. and i have successfully found gifts that i think everyone will like. I am excited. I also got my class dropped. The one that I was doing poorly in. This is great news because I am able to go through the rest of finals week with that weight off my shoulders.  Praise God for coming through yet again. I knew He would!! I got like no sleep last night because I had ants in my pants and couldnt shut up. My poor roommate. Of all nights to do it, it was the better one but its still finals week. I dont know why i was so antsy. Maybe its because she is not going to live with me next semester and I am constantly wondering what I did. She said it wasn't anything i did but i still feel like its my fault. I hope i didnt offend her. So that means that I will have this big lonely dorm all to myself next semester unless someone moves in unexpectedly. I am kinda sad. I havent made many friends since being here and i do not want to be any more lonely than i already feel. But I am sure God has a plan with this and all and i will just have to Trust that He will take care of me. A lot easier said than done, at least in my case. i wish it was different and i am working on it. Or well better said, i am trying to let Him work on it. But anyway, I do want to wish my roommate the best. She is a good person and I hope she will be happier moving in with her friend. I cant say I blame her, if my friend was here and i could move in with them i would want to too. I pray that she has all the success she wants and that she will one day find God, or well decide to have a relationship with Him. I also pray for her to do well on the final that she has because i kept her up so late. Darn me and my italian nervous chatter!

I also pray for the Strength to keep a good attitude and try to focus on what God would have me do and on the needs of others instead of the yuckiness of my life right now.

Yours in Christ,

Jillian